记忆 忧郁táo
to escape/to run away/to flee/
chū
to go out/to come out/to occur/to produce/to go beyond/to rise/to put forth/to happen/classifier for dramas, plays, operas etc/
chū
variant of 出[chu1] (classifier for plays or chapters of classical novels)/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
jì yì
to remember/to recall/memory/CL:個|个[ge4]/
què
old variant of 卻|却[que4]/
què
but/yet/however/while/to go back/to decline/to retreat/nevertheless/even though/
diào
to fall/to drop/to lag behind/to lose/to go missing/to reduce/fall (in prices)/to lose (value, weight etc)/to wag/to swing/to turn/to change/to exchange/to swap/to show off/to shed (hair)/(used after certain verbs to express completion, fulfillment, removal etc)/
jìn
to advance/to enter/to come (or go) into/to receive or admit/to eat or drink/to submit or present/(used after a verb) into, in/to score a goal/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yōu yù
sullen/depressed/melancholy/dejected/
Escaped the memory but fell into melancholy
流出心底 不能lèi
tears/
liú chū
to flow out/to disgorge/to effuse/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
xīn dǐ
bottom of one's heart/

I/me/my/
bù néng
cannot/must not/should not/
yóu
to follow/from/it is for...to/reason/cause/because of/due to/to/to leave it (to sb)/by (introduces passive verb)/

self/oneself/sixth of the ten Heavenly Stems 十天干[shi2 tian1 gan1]/sixth in order/letter "F" or roman "VI" in list "A, B, C", or "I, II, III" etc/hexa/
Tears flowed from the bottom of my heart and I couldn't help myself
下雨躲雨 伞下没有xià yǔ
to rain/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
duǒ yǔ
to take shelter from the rain/
sǎn xià
under the umbrella of/
què
old variant of 卻|却[que4]/
què
but/yet/however/while/to go back/to decline/to retreat/nevertheless/even though/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
When it rains, I want to hide under the umbrella but there is no you
思念翻来覆去zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/
sī niàn
to think of/to long for/to miss/
fān lái fù qù
to toss and turn (sleeplessly)/again and again/
This thought goes over and over
有道理 习惯累积ài
to love/affection/to be fond of/to like/
méi
(negative prefix for verbs)/have not/not/

drowned/to end/to die/to inundate/
yǒu dào li
to make sense/reasonable/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/

I/me/my/
xí guàn
habit/custom/usual practice/to be used to/CL:個|个[ge4]/
lěi jī
to accumulate/
Love doesn't make sense is something I'm used to accumulating
以为付出 挽回yǐ wéi
to believe/to think/to consider/to be under the impression/
fù chū
to pay/to invest (energy or time in a friendship etc)/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
xīn
heart/mind/intention/center/core/CL:顆|颗[ke1],個|个[ge4]/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
Néng
surname Neng/
néng
can/to be able to/might possibly/ability/(physics) energy/
wǎn huí
to retrieve/to redeem/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
I thought that if I gave my heart, I would save you
委屈 满满孤寂kōng
empty/air/sky/in vain/
kòng
to empty/vacant/unoccupied/space/leisure/free time/
chū
to go out/to come out/to occur/to produce/to go beyond/to rise/to put forth/to happen/classifier for dramas, plays, operas etc/
chū
variant of 出[chu1] (classifier for plays or chapters of classical novels)/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
wěi qu
to feel wronged/to cause sb to feel wronged/grievance/
què
old variant of 卻|却[que4]/
què
but/yet/however/while/to go back/to decline/to retreat/nevertheless/even though/
mǎn mǎn
full/closely packed/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/

see 的士[di1 shi4]/

really and truly/

aim/clear/
gū jì
lonesome/desolate/
Empty grievances but full of loneliness
心痛彻底Lián
surname Lian/
lián
to link/to join/to connect/continuously/in succession/including/(used with 也, 都 etc) even/company (military)/
xīn tòng
to feel distressed about sth/heartache/cardiac pain/

surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/

capital city/metropolis/

(negative prefix)/not/no/
chè dǐ
thorough/thoroughly/complete/
Even the heartache is not complete
沙粒人海
I/me/my/
xiàng
to resemble/to be like/to look as if/such as/appearance/image/portrait/image under a mapping (math.)/
shā lì
speck/granule/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
rén hǎi
a multitude/a sea of people/

variant of 裡|里[li3]/

lining/interior/inside/internal/also written 裏|里[li3]/

Li (surname)/

li (Chinese mile)/500 meters (modern)/home/hometown/village/neighborhood/administrative unit/
I was like grains of sand in a sea of people
爱上依赖 怎能离开ài shàng
to fall in love with/to be in love with/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yī lài
to depend on/to be dependent on/
zěn néng
how can?/
lí kāi
to depart/to leave/
Fall in love with dependence How can you leave
不得已
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/

surname Bu/

a step/a pace/walk/march/stages in a process/situation/

one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/

surname Bu/

a step/a pace/walk/march/stages in a process/situation/

surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/

capital city/metropolis/
bù dé yǐ
to act against one's will/to have no alternative but to/to have to/to have no choice/must/
Step by step
意义
I/me/my/

already/to stop/then/afterwards/

(negative prefix)/not/no/
dǒng
to understand/to comprehend/
ài
to love/affection/to be fond of/to like/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/

see 的士[di1 shi4]/

really and truly/

aim/clear/
yì yì
sense/meaning/significance/importance/CL:個|个[ge4]/
I don't understand the meaning of love anymore
沙粒心底
I/me/my/
xiàng
to resemble/to be like/to look as if/such as/appearance/image/portrait/image under a mapping (math.)/
shā lì
speck/granule/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/

see 的士[di1 shi4]/

really and truly/

aim/clear/
xīn dǐ
bottom of one's heart/
I am like grains of sand in your heart
没有痛苦下去méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
Jiào
surname Jiao/
jiāo
to teach/
jiào
religion/teaching/to make/to cause/to tell/

I/me/my/
tòng kǔ
pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]/
xià qù
to go down/to descend/to go on/to continue/(of a servant) to withdraw/
No one taught me to suffer
如果世界没有rú guǒ
if/in case/in the event that/
shì jiè
world/CL:個|个[ge4]/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
If the world were without you
不想眼睛睁开
I/me/my/
bù xiǎng
unexpectedly/

to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/

handle/
yǎn jing
eye/CL:隻|只[zhi1],雙|双[shuang1]/
zhēng kāi
to open the eyes/
I don't want to open my eyes
记忆 忧郁táo
to escape/to run away/to flee/
chū
to go out/to come out/to occur/to produce/to go beyond/to rise/to put forth/to happen/classifier for dramas, plays, operas etc/
chū
variant of 出[chu1] (classifier for plays or chapters of classical novels)/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
jì yì
to remember/to recall/memory/CL:個|个[ge4]/
què
old variant of 卻|却[que4]/
què
but/yet/however/while/to go back/to decline/to retreat/nevertheless/even though/
diào
to fall/to drop/to lag behind/to lose/to go missing/to reduce/fall (in prices)/to lose (value, weight etc)/to wag/to swing/to turn/to change/to exchange/to swap/to show off/to shed (hair)/(used after certain verbs to express completion, fulfillment, removal etc)/
jìn
to advance/to enter/to come (or go) into/to receive or admit/to eat or drink/to submit or present/(used after a verb) into, in/to score a goal/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yōu yù
sullen/depressed/melancholy/dejected/
Escaped the memory but fell into melancholy
流出心底 不能lèi
tears/
liú chū
to flow out/to disgorge/to effuse/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
xīn dǐ
bottom of one's heart/

I/me/my/
bù néng
cannot/must not/should not/
yóu
to follow/from/it is for...to/reason/cause/because of/due to/to/to leave it (to sb)/by (introduces passive verb)/

self/oneself/sixth of the ten Heavenly Stems 十天干[shi2 tian1 gan1]/sixth in order/letter "F" or roman "VI" in list "A, B, C", or "I, II, III" etc/hexa/
Tears flowed from the bottom of my heart and I couldn't help myself
下雨躲雨 伞下没有xià yǔ
to rain/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
duǒ yǔ
to take shelter from the rain/
sǎn xià
under the umbrella of/
què
old variant of 卻|却[que4]/
què
but/yet/however/while/to go back/to decline/to retreat/nevertheless/even though/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
When it rains, I want to hide under the umbrella but there is no you
思念翻来覆去zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/
sī niàn
to think of/to long for/to miss/
fān lái fù qù
to toss and turn (sleeplessly)/again and again/
This thought goes over and over
有道理 习惯累积ài
to love/affection/to be fond of/to like/
méi
(negative prefix for verbs)/have not/not/

drowned/to end/to die/to inundate/
yǒu dào li
to make sense/reasonable/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/

I/me/my/
xí guàn
habit/custom/usual practice/to be used to/CL:個|个[ge4]/
lěi jī
to accumulate/
Love doesn't make sense is something I'm used to accumulating
以为付出 挽回yǐ wéi
to believe/to think/to consider/to be under the impression/
fù chū
to pay/to invest (energy or time in a friendship etc)/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
xīn
heart/mind/intention/center/core/CL:顆|颗[ke1],個|个[ge4]/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
Néng
surname Neng/
néng
can/to be able to/might possibly/ability/(physics) energy/
wǎn huí
to retrieve/to redeem/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
I thought that if I gave my heart, I would save you
委屈 满满孤寂kōng
empty/air/sky/in vain/
kòng
to empty/vacant/unoccupied/space/leisure/free time/
chū
to go out/to come out/to occur/to produce/to go beyond/to rise/to put forth/to happen/classifier for dramas, plays, operas etc/
chū
variant of 出[chu1] (classifier for plays or chapters of classical novels)/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
wěi qu
to feel wronged/to cause sb to feel wronged/grievance/
què
old variant of 卻|却[que4]/
què
but/yet/however/while/to go back/to decline/to retreat/nevertheless/even though/
mǎn mǎn
full/closely packed/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/

see 的士[di1 shi4]/

really and truly/

aim/clear/
gū jì
lonesome/desolate/
Empty grievances but full of loneliness
心痛彻底Lián
surname Lian/
lián
to link/to join/to connect/continuously/in succession/including/(used with 也, 都 etc) even/company (military)/
xīn tòng
to feel distressed about sth/heartache/cardiac pain/

surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/

capital city/metropolis/

(negative prefix)/not/no/
chè dǐ
thorough/thoroughly/complete/
Even the heartache is not complete
沙粒人海
I/me/my/
xiàng
to resemble/to be like/to look as if/such as/appearance/image/portrait/image under a mapping (math.)/
shā lì
speck/granule/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
rén hǎi
a multitude/a sea of people/

variant of 裡|里[li3]/

lining/interior/inside/internal/also written 裏|里[li3]/

Li (surname)/

li (Chinese mile)/500 meters (modern)/home/hometown/village/neighborhood/administrative unit/
I was like grains of sand in a sea of people
爱上依赖 怎能离开ài shàng
to fall in love with/to be in love with/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yī lài
to depend on/to be dependent on/
zěn néng
how can?/
lí kāi
to depart/to leave/
Fall in love with dependence How can you leave
不得已
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/

surname Bu/

a step/a pace/walk/march/stages in a process/situation/

one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/

surname Bu/

a step/a pace/walk/march/stages in a process/situation/

surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/

capital city/metropolis/
bù dé yǐ
to act against one's will/to have no alternative but to/to have to/to have no choice/must/
Step by step
意义
I/me/my/

already/to stop/then/afterwards/

(negative prefix)/not/no/
dǒng
to understand/to comprehend/
ài
to love/affection/to be fond of/to like/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/

see 的士[di1 shi4]/

really and truly/

aim/clear/
yì yì
sense/meaning/significance/importance/CL:個|个[ge4]/
I don't understand the meaning of love anymore
沙粒心底
I/me/my/
xiàng
to resemble/to be like/to look as if/such as/appearance/image/portrait/image under a mapping (math.)/
shā lì
speck/granule/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/

see 的士[di1 shi4]/

really and truly/

aim/clear/
xīn dǐ
bottom of one's heart/
I am like grains of sand in your heart
没有痛苦下去méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
Jiào
surname Jiao/
jiāo
to teach/
jiào
religion/teaching/to make/to cause/to tell/

I/me/my/
tòng kǔ
pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]/
xià qù
to go down/to descend/to go on/to continue/(of a servant) to withdraw/
No one taught me to suffer
如果世界没有rú guǒ
if/in case/in the event that/
shì jiè
world/CL:個|个[ge4]/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
If the world were without you
不想眼睛睁开
I/me/my/
bù xiǎng
unexpectedly/

to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/

handle/
yǎn jing
eye/CL:隻|只[zhi1],雙|双[shuang1]/
zhēng kāi
to open the eyes/
I don't want to open my eyes
到了谷底 不想休息ài
to love/affection/to be fond of/to like/
dào liǎo
at last/finally/in the end/
gǔ dǐ
valley floor/(fig.) lowest ebb/all-time low/
xīn
heart/mind/intention/center/core/CL:顆|颗[ke1],個|个[ge4]/
què
old variant of 卻|却[que4]/
què
but/yet/however/while/to go back/to decline/to retreat/nevertheless/even though/
bù xiǎng
unexpectedly/
xiū xi
rest/to rest/
Love to the bottom but don't want to rest
慢慢 不到
fog/mist/CL:場|场[chang2],陣|阵[zhen4]/
màn màn
slowly/
de
-ly/structural particle: used before a verb or adjective, linking it to preceding modifying adverbial adjunct/

earth/ground/field/place/land/CL:片[pian4]/
sàn
variant of 散[san4]/
sǎn
scattered/loose/to come loose/to fall apart/leisurely/powdered medicine/
sàn
to scatter/to break up (a meeting etc)/to disperse/to disseminate/to dispel/(coll.) to sack/

to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
Huán
surname Huan/
hái
still/still in progress/still more/yet/even more/in addition/fairly/passably (good)/as early as/even/also/else/
huán
to pay back/to return/
kān
to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/
kàn
to see/to look at/to read/to watch/to visit/to call on/to consider/to regard as/to look after/to treat (an illness)/to depend on/to feel (that)/(after verb) to give it a try/Watch out! (for a danger)/
bù dào
not to arrive/not reaching/insufficient/less than/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
The fog slowly lifts and you can't be seen yet
昨天过去 明天继续zuó tiān
yesterday/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
guò qu
(in the) past/former/previous/to go over/to pass by/
míng tiān
tomorrow/
réng
still/yet/to remain/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
jì xù
to continue/to proceed with/to go on with/
Yesterday is the past and tomorrow continues
翻来覆去 心痛彻底zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/

to think/to consider/
jīn
today/modern/present/current/this/now/
fān lái fù qù
to toss and turn (sleeplessly)/again and again/
Lián
surname Lian/
lián
to link/to join/to connect/continuously/in succession/including/(used with 也, 都 etc) even/company (military)/
xīn tòng
to feel distressed about sth/heartache/cardiac pain/

surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/

capital city/metropolis/

(negative prefix)/not/no/
chè dǐ
thorough/thoroughly/complete/
This thought goes on and over again, and even the heartache is not complete
始终失去shǐ zhōng
from beginning to end/all along/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/

I/me/my/
shī qù
to lose/

you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
It's always me who loses you