就感觉没有这个家jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
zhè ge
this/this one/
jiā
see 傢伙|家伙[jia1 huo5]/
Jiā
surname Jia/
jiā
home/family/(polite) my (sister, uncle etc)/classifier for families or businesses/refers to the philosophical schools of pre-Han China/noun suffix for a specialist in some activity, such as a musician or revolutionary, corresponding to English -ist, -er, -ary or -ian/CL:個|个[ge4]/
It feels like there is no such home
你就是一个人在活着nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
yī gè rén
by oneself (without assistance)/alone (without company)/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
huó zhe
alive/
You are alone in life
一个人在外面待着yī gè rén
by oneself (without assistance)/alone (without company)/
zài wài
outer/
miàn
face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces such as drums, mirrors, flags etc/
miàn
variant of 麵|面[mian4]/
miàn
flour/noodles/
dāi
to stay/
dài
to wait/to treat/to deal with/to need/going to (do sth)/about to/intending to/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
Alone outside to stay
死了都没人知道sǐ
to die/impassable/uncrossable/inflexible/rigid/extremely/damned/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
méi
(negative prefix for verbs)/have not/not/
mò
drowned/to end/to die/to inundate/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
zhī dào
to know/to become aware of/also pr. [zhi1 dao5]/
No one knows if it's dead
就这种jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zhè zhǒng
this/this kind of/this sort of/this type of/
That's it
你是否曾因父母的某些言行而受到伤害？nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
shì fǒu
whether (or not)/if/is or isn't/
Zēng
surname Zeng/
céng
once/already/ever (in the past)/former/previously/(past tense marker used before verb or clause)/
zēng
great-grand (father, child etc)/
yīn
old variant of 因[yin1]/
yīn
cause/reason/because/
fù mǔ
father and mother/parents/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
mǒu xiē
some/certain (things)/
yán xíng
words and actions/what one says and what one does/
ér
and/as well as/and so/but (not)/yet (not)/(indicates causal relation)/(indicates change of state)/(indicates contrast)/
shòu dào
to receive/to suffer/obtained/given/
shāng hài
to injure/to harm/
Have you ever been hurt by some of your parents' words and actions?
大概就是我上大学的时候dà gài
roughly/probably/rough/approximate/about/general idea/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
wǒ
I/me/my/
shǎng
see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/
shàng
on top/upon/above/upper/previous/first (of multiple parts)/to climb/to get onto/to go up/to attend (class or university)/
Dà xué
the Great Learning, one of the Four Books 四書|四书[Si4 shu1] in Confucianism/
dà xué
university/college/CL:所[suo3]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shí hou
time/length of time/moment/period/
That's probably when I was in college
比较贪玩bǐ jiào
to compare/to contrast/comparatively/relatively/quite/comparison/
tān wán
to only want to have a good time/to just want to have fun, and to shy away from self-discipline/
More playful
然后父母就说我rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
fù mǔ
father and mother/parents/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Then my parents said me
这辈子也没什么出息了zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/
bèi zi
all one's life/lifetime/
Yě
surname Ye/
yě
also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying affirmation/
méi shén me
variant of 沒甚麼|没什么[mei2 shen2 me5]/
méi shén me
nothing/it doesn't matter/it's nothing/never mind/
chū xī
to yield interest, profit etc/to exhale (Buddhism)/
chū xi
future prospects/profit/to mature/to grow up/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
There is nothing left in this life
什么都不会shén me
what?/who?/something/anything/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
bù huì
improbable/unlikely/will not (act, happen etc)/not able/not having learned to do sth/(coll.) (Tw) don't mention it/not at all/
Nothing
然后看不起我 嘲讽我rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
kàn bu qǐ
to look down upon/to despise/
wǒ
I/me/my/
cháo fěng
to sneer at/to ridicule/to taunt/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Then look down on me and taunt me
在学校里面因为表现不好zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
xué xiào
school/CL:所[suo3]/
lǐ miàn
inside/interior/
yīn wèi
because/owing to/on account of/
biǎo xiàn
to show/to show off/to display/to manifest/expression/manifestation/show/display/performance (at work etc)/behavior/
bù hǎo
no good/
In school because of poor performance
被老师批评bèi
quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to cover/to meet with/
lǎo shī
teacher/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
pī píng
to criticize/criticism/CL:個|个[ge4]/
Criticized by teachers
然后我爸爸他说rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bà ba
(informal) father/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
tā
he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or unimportant)/(used before sb's name for emphasis)/(used as a meaningless mock object)/other/another/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
Then my dad said
早知道你是这样的一个人zǎo zhī dao
If I had known earlier.../
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
zhè yàng
this kind of/so/this way/like this/such/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
yī gè rén
by oneself (without assistance)/alone (without company)/
I knew you were such a person
我还不如不要生下你这个儿子wǒ
I/me/my/
hái bù rú
to be better off .../might as well .../
bù yào
don't!/must not/
shēng xià
to give birth to/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zhè ge
this/this one/
ér zi
son/
I might as well not give birth to your son
还不如再生一个 再养一个hái bù rú
to be better off .../might as well .../
zài shēng
to be reborn/to regenerate/to be a second so-and-so (famous dead person)/recycling/regeneration/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
gè
individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects in general/
gè
variant of 個|个[ge4]/
zài
again/once more/re-/second/another/then (after sth, and not until then)/
yǎng
to raise (animals)/to bring up (children)/to keep (pets)/to support/to give birth/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
gè
individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects in general/
gè
variant of 個|个[ge4]/
It's better to have another one and raise another one
他说 生了你真的是挺没用的tā
he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or unimportant)/(used before sb's name for emphasis)/(used as a meaningless mock object)/other/another/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
shēng
to be born/to give birth/life/to grow/raw/uncooked/student/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zhēn
really/truly/indeed/real/true/genuine/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
tǐng
straight/erect/to stick out (a part of the body)/to (physically) straighten up/to support/to withstand/outstanding/(coll.) quite/very/classifier for machine guns/
méi yòng
useless/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
He said it was really useless to give birth to you
记得在我读大学的时候jì de
to remember/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
dòu
comma/phrase marked by pause/
dú
to read/to study/reading of word (i.e. pronunciation), similar to 拼音[pin1 yin1]/
Dà xué
the Great Learning, one of the Four Books 四書|四书[Si4 shu1] in Confucianism/
dà xué
university/college/CL:所[suo3]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shí hou
time/length of time/moment/period/
I remember when I was in college
就我自己对自己的要求还是挺高的jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
wǒ
I/me/my/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
duì
right/correct/couple/pair/towards/at/for/to face/opposite/to treat (sb a certain way)/to match together/to adjust/to fit/to suit/to answer/to reply/classifier: couple/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
yāo qiú
to request/to require/to stake a claim/to ask/to demand/CL:點|点[dian3]/
hái shi
or/still/nevertheless/had better/
tǐng
straight/erect/to stick out (a part of the body)/to (physically) straighten up/to support/to withstand/outstanding/(coll.) quite/very/classifier for machine guns/
Gāo
surname Gao/
gāo
high/tall/above average/loud/your (honorific)/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
As far as I am concerned, I still have quite high requirements for myself
但是呢 我做出一些成绩以后dàn shì
but/however/
ne
particle indicating that a previously asked question is to be applied to the preceding word ("What about ...?", "And ...?")/particle for inquiring about location ("Where is ...?")/particle signaling a pause, to emphasize the preceding words and allow the listener time to take them on board ("ok?", "are you with me?")/(at the end of a declarative sentence) particle indicating continuation of a state or action/particle indicating strong affirmation/
ní
woolen material/
wǒ
I/me/my/
zuò chū
to put out/to issue/
yī xiē
some/a few/a little/
chéng jì
achievement/performance records/grades/CL:項|项[xiang4],個|个[ge4]/
yǐ hòu
after/later/afterwards/following/later on/in the future/
But after I made some achievements
没有得到他们的认可méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
dé dào
to get/to obtain/to receive/
tā men
they/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
rèn kě
to approve/approval/acknowledgment/OK/
Not recognized by them
然后我就觉得rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
jué de
to think/to feel/
And then I felt
那就这样吧Nā
surname Na/
Nuó
surname Nuo/
nǎ
variant of 哪[na3]/
nà
that/those/then (in that case)/commonly pr. [nei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing/
nuó
(archaic) many/beautiful/how/old variant of 挪[nuo2]/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zhè yàng
this kind of/so/this way/like this/such/
bā
bar (loanword) (serving drinks, or providing Internet access etc)/to puff (on a pipe etc)/(onom.) bang/abbr. for 貼吧|贴吧[tie1 ba1]/
ba
(modal particle indicating suggestion or surmise)/...right?/...OK?/...I presume./
So be it
那我就按照快活的那种方式去过Nā
surname Na/
Nuó
surname Nuo/
nǎ
variant of 哪[na3]/
nà
that/those/then (in that case)/commonly pr. [nei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing/
nuó
(archaic) many/beautiful/how/old variant of 挪[nuo2]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
àn zhào
according to/in accordance with/in the light of/on the basis of/
kuài huo
happy/cheerful/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
nà zhǒng
that/that kind of/that sort of/that type of/
fāng shì
way/manner/style/mode/pattern/CL:個|个[ge4]/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
Guò
surname Guo/
guò
(experienced action marker)/to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)/to live/to get along/excessively/too-/
Then I'll go the Jolly way
我觉得很奇怪wǒ
I/me/my/
jué de
to think/to feel/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
qí guài
strange/odd/to marvel/to be baffled/
I find it strange
我之前取得了相应的成绩的时候wǒ
I/me/my/
zhī qián
before/prior to/ago/previously/beforehand/
qǔ dé
to acquire/to get/to obtain/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
xiāng yìng
to correspond/answering (one another)/to agree (among the part)/corresponding/relevant/appropriate/(modify) accordingly/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
chéng jì
achievement/performance records/grades/CL:項|项[xiang4],個|个[ge4]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shí hou
time/length of time/moment/period/
When I achieved the corresponding results before
没有得到他们的认可méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
dé dào
to get/to obtain/to receive/
tā men
they/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
rèn kě
to approve/approval/acknowledgment/OK/
Not recognized by them
但我没有去做这些事情的时候dàn
but/yet/however/only/merely/still/
wǒ
I/me/my/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
zuò
to do/to make/to produce/to write/to compose/to act as/to engage in/to hold (a party)/to be/to become/to function (in some capacity)/to serve as/to be used for/to form (a bond or relationship)/to pretend/to feign/to act a part/to put on appearance/
zhè xiē
these/
shì qing
affair/matter/thing/business/CL:件[jian4],樁|桩[zhuang1]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shí hou
time/length of time/moment/period/
But I didn't have the time to do these things
反而出来指责我fǎn ér
instead/on the contrary/contrary (to expectations)/
chū lái
to come out/to appear/to arise/
chu lai
(after a verb, indicates coming out, completion of an action, or ability to discern or detect)/
zhǐ zé
to criticize/to find fault with/to denounce/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Instead, they came out and accused me
后来我大一点就跟我妈说到这个事hòu lái
afterwards/later/
wǒ
I/me/my/
dà yī
first-year university student/
diǎn
point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to draw a dot/to check on a list/to choose/to order (food in a restaurant)/to touch briefly/to hint/to light/to ignite/to pour a liquid drop by drop/(old) one fifth of a two-hour watch 更[geng1]/dot stroke in Chinese characters/classifier for items/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
gēn
heel/to follow closely/to go with/to marry sb (of woman)/with/towards/as (compared to)/from (different from)/and (in addition to)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
dào
to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb complement denoting completion or result of an action)/
zhè ge
this/this one/
shì
matter/thing/item/work/affair/CL:件[jian4],樁|桩[zhuang1],回[hui2]/
Later, when I was older, I told my mother about it
她就说的是tā
she/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
That's what she said
我那是为了鞭策你啊wǒ
I/me/my/
nà shi
(coll.) of course/naturally/indeed/
wèi le
in order to/for the purpose of/so as to/
biān cè
to spur on/to urge on/to encourage sb (e.g. to make progress)/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
ā
interjection of surprise/Ah!/Oh!/
á
interjection expressing doubt or requiring answer/Eh?/what?/
ǎ
interjection of surprise or doubt/Eh?/My!/what's up?/
à
interjection or grunt of agreement/uhm/Ah, OK/expression of recognition/Oh, it's you!/
a
modal particle ending sentence, showing affirmation, approval, or consent/
I'm here to spur you on."
Oh my god！为什么wèi shén me
why?/for what reason?/
Oh my god！ Why
就是这样jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
zhè yàng
this kind of/so/this way/like this/such/
That's it
我被（老师）请了家长wǒ
I/me/my/
bèi
quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to cover/to meet with/
lǎo shī
teacher/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
qǐng
to ask/to invite/please (do sth)/to treat (to a meal etc)/to request/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
jiā zhǎng
head of a household/family head/patriarch/parent or guardian of a child/
I was invited as a parent
然后父母回去以后rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
fù mǔ
father and mother/parents/
huí qu
to return/to go back/
yǐ hòu
after/later/afterwards/following/later on/in the future/
Then after the parents go back
就狠狠的用我的家里的一些家法抽了我jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
hěn hěn
resolutely/firmly/ferociously/ruthlessly/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
yòng
to use/to employ/to have to/to eat or drink/expense or outlay/usefulness/hence/therefore/
wǒ
I/me/my/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
jiā lǐ
home/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
yī xiē
some/a few/a little/
jiā
see 傢伙|家伙[jia1 huo5]/
Jiā
surname Jia/
jiā
home/family/(polite) my (sister, uncle etc)/classifier for families or businesses/refers to the philosophical schools of pre-Han China/noun suffix for a specialist in some activity, such as a musician or revolutionary, corresponding to English -ist, -er, -ary or -ian/CL:個|个[ge4]/
fǎ
variant of 法[fa3]/
Fǎ
France/French/abbr. for 法國|法国[Fa3 guo2]/Taiwan pr. [Fa4]/
fǎ
law/method/way/Buddhist teaching/Legalist/
fǎ
old variant of 法[fa3]/law/
chōu
to draw out/to pull out from in between/to remove part of the whole/(of certain plants) to sprout or bud/to whip or thrash/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
He beat me up with some of my family's methods
我故意穿了两条厚裤子wǒ
I/me/my/
gù yì
deliberately/on purpose/
chuān
to bore through/to pierce/to perforate/to penetrate/to pass through/to dress/to wear/to put on/to thread/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
liǎng
two/both/some/a few/tael, unit of weight equal to 50 grams (modern) or 1⁄16 of a catty 斤[jin1] (old)/
tiáo
strip/item/article/clause (of law or treaty)/classifier for long thin things (ribbon, river, road, trousers etc)/
hòu
thick/deep or profound/kind/generous/rich or strong in flavor/to favor/to stress/
kù zi
trousers/pants/CL:條|条[tiao2]/
I deliberately wore two pairs of thick pants
因为我知道他要打我yīn wèi
because/owing to/on account of/
wǒ
I/me/my/
zhī dào
to know/to become aware of/also pr. [zhi1 dao5]/
tā
he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or unimportant)/(used before sb's name for emphasis)/(used as a meaningless mock object)/other/another/
yāo
to demand/to request/to coerce/
yào
important/vital/to want/to ask for/will/going to (as future auxiliary)/may/must/(used in a comparison) must be/probably/if/
dá
dozen (loanword)/
dǎ
to beat/to strike/to hit/to break/to type/to mix up/to build/to fight/to fetch/to make/to tie up/to issue/to shoot/to calculate/to play (a game)/since/from/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Because I knew he was going to hit me
结果我爸还是很无情的jiē guǒ
to bear fruit/CL:個|个[ge4]/
jié guǒ
outcome/result/conclusion/in the end/as a result/to kill/to dispatch/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
hái shi
or/still/nevertheless/had better/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
wú qíng
pitiless/ruthless/merciless/heartless/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
As a result, my dad was still ruthless
让我把裤子脱掉ràng
to yield/to permit/to let sb do sth/to have sb do sth/to make sb (feel sad etc)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bǎ
to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/
bà
handle/
kù zi
trousers/pants/CL:條|条[tiao2]/
tuō diào
to remove/to take off/to strip off/to discard/to shed/to come off/to fall off/
Let me take my pants off
然后把我好好的抽了一顿rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
bǎ
to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/
bà
handle/
wǒ
I/me/my/
hǎo hǎo
well/carefully/nicely/properly/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
chōu
to draw out/to pull out from in between/to remove part of the whole/(of certain plants) to sprout or bud/to whip or thrash/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
dùn
to stop/to pause/to arrange/to lay out/to kowtow/to stamp (one's foot)/at once/classifier for meals, beatings, scoldings etc: time, bout, spell, meal/
Then he gave me a good pump
父母当时很气嘛fù mǔ
father and mother/parents/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
qì
gas/air/smell/weather/to make angry/to annoy/to get angry/vital energy/qi/
ma
modal particle indicating that sth is obvious/particle indicating a pause for emphasis/
My parents were very angry
把我手机也摔了bǎ
to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/
bà
handle/
wǒ
I/me/my/
shǒu jī
cell phone/mobile phone/CL:部[bu4],支[zhi1]/
Yě
surname Ye/
yě
also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying affirmation/
shuāi
to throw down/to fall/to drop and break/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Dropped my phone too
把我电脑什么的都摔了bǎ
to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/
bà
handle/
wǒ
I/me/my/
diàn nǎo
computer/CL:臺|台[tai2]/
shén me de
and so on/and what not/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
shuāi
to throw down/to fall/to drop and break/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Dropped my computer and everything
说你这一辈子都不会成才shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/
yī bèi zi
(for) a lifetime/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
bù huì
improbable/unlikely/will not (act, happen etc)/not able/not having learned to do sth/(coll.) (Tw) don't mention it/not at all/
chéng cái
to make sth of oneself/to become a person who is worthy of respect/
Say you will never become a talent in your life
你这一辈子 下一辈子nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/
yī bèi zi
(for) a lifetime/
xià
down/downwards/below/lower/later/next (week etc)/second (of two parts)/to decline/to go down/to arrive at (a decision, conclusion etc)/measure word to show the frequency of an action/
yī bèi zi
(for) a lifetime/
Your life is the next
无论你多久多久多久（都不会成才）wú lùn
no matter what or how/regardless of whether.../
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
duō jiǔ
how long?/
duō jiǔ
how long?/
duō jiǔ
how long?/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
bù huì
improbable/unlikely/will not (act, happen etc)/not able/not having learned to do sth/(coll.) (Tw) don't mention it/not at all/
chéng cái
to make sth of oneself/to become a person who is worthy of respect/
No matter how long you are and how long you are (you will not become a talent)
你这样子下去nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zhè yàng zi
so/such/this way/like this/
xià qù
to go down/to descend/to go on/to continue/(of a servant) to withdraw/
You go on like this
你肯定会去坐牢nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
kěn dìng
to be sure/to be certain/sure/certain/definite/to confirm/to affirm/affirmative/to approve/approval/recognition/
huì
can/to be possible/to be able to/will/to be likely to/to be sure to/to assemble/to meet/to gather/to see/union/group/association/CL:個|个[ge4]/a moment (Taiwan pr. for this sense is [hui3])/
kuài
to balance an account/accountancy/accounting/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
zuò láo
to be imprisoned/
You will definitely go to jail
当时说这句话dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/
gōu
variant of 勾[gou1]/
jù
sentence/clause/phrase/classifier for phrases or lines of verse/
huà
dialect/language/spoken words/speech/talk/words/conversation/what sb said/CL:種|种[zhong3],席[xi2],句[ju4],口[kou3],番[fan1]/
huà
old variant of 話|话[hua4]/
Say this at the time
感觉对我来说的话gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
duì wǒ lái shuō
as far as I'm concerned/
de huà
if (coming after a conditional clause)/
Feel the words for me
感觉好像否定了我的一切gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
hǎo xiàng
as if/to seem like/
fǒu dìng
to negate/to deny/to reject/negative (answer)/negation/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
yī qiè
everything/every/all/
It felt like negating everything to me
感觉我就一无所有gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
yī wú suǒ yǒu
not having anything at all (idiom); utterly lacking/without two sticks to rub together/
It feels like I have nothing
感觉就像他们放弃了我这个人一样gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
xiàng
to resemble/to be like/to look as if/such as/appearance/image/portrait/image under a mapping (math.)/
tā men
they/
fàng qì
to renounce/to abandon/to give up/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
zhè ge
this/this one/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
yī yàng
same/like/equal to/the same as/just like/
It felt like they had given up on me as a person
其实我经历过校园暴力qí shí
actually/in fact/really/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jīng lì
experience/CL:個|个[ge4],次[ci4]/to experience/to go through/
Guò
surname Guo/
guò
(experienced action marker)/to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)/to live/to get along/excessively/too-/
xiào yuán
campus/
bào lì
violence/force/violent/
In fact, I have experienced school violence
叫了家长以后吧jiào
to shout/to call/to order/to ask/to be called/by (indicates agent in the passive mood)/
jiào
variant of 叫[jiao4]/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
jiā zhǎng
head of a household/family head/patriarch/parent or guardian of a child/
yǐ hòu
after/later/afterwards/following/later on/in the future/
bā
bar (loanword) (serving drinks, or providing Internet access etc)/to puff (on a pipe etc)/(onom.) bang/abbr. for 貼吧|贴吧[tie1 ba1]/
ba
(modal particle indicating suggestion or surmise)/...right?/...OK?/...I presume./
Let's call the parents
他们第一时间不是保护我tā men
they/
dì yī shí jiān
in the first moments (of sth happening)/immediately (after an event)/first thing/
bú shi
fault/blame/
bù shì
no/is not/not/
bǎo hù
to protect/to defend/to safeguard/protection/CL:種|种[zhong3]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
They didn't protect me in the first place
他们是先指责了一顿tā men
they/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
xiān
early/prior/former/in advance/first/
zhǐ zé
to criticize/to find fault with/to denounce/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
dùn
to stop/to pause/to arrange/to lay out/to kowtow/to stamp (one's foot)/at once/classifier for meals, beatings, scoldings etc: time, bout, spell, meal/
They blamed first
然后再去跟老师说话的rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
zài
again/once more/re-/second/another/then (after sth, and not until then)/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
gēn
heel/to follow closely/to go with/to marry sb (of woman)/with/towards/as (compared to)/from (different from)/and (in addition to)/
lǎo shī
teacher/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
shuō huà
to speak/to say/to talk/to gossip/to tell stories/talk/word/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
Then I went to talk to the teacher
说我怎么又惹事了shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
zěn me
how?/what?/why?/
zěn me
variant of 怎麼|怎么[zen3 me5]/
yòu
(once) again/also/both... and.../and yet/(used for emphasis) anyway/
rě shì
to cause trouble/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Say how I caused trouble again
怎么怎么样的zěn me
how?/what?/why?/
zěn me
variant of 怎麼|怎么[zen3 me5]/
zěn me yàng
how?/how about?/how was it?/how are things?/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
How is it
那当时我被欺负了Nā
surname Na/
Nuó
surname Nuo/
nǎ
variant of 哪[na3]/
nà
that/those/then (in that case)/commonly pr. [nei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing/
nuó
(archaic) many/beautiful/how/old variant of 挪[nuo2]/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bèi
quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to cover/to meet with/
qī fu
to bully/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
I was bullied at that time
我当时上初一 那么小的个头wǒ
I/me/my/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
shǎng
see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/
shàng
on top/upon/above/upper/previous/first (of multiple parts)/to climb/to get onto/to go up/to attend (class or university)/
chū yī
first day of lunar month/New Year's Day/first year in junior middle school/
nà me
like that/in that way/or so/so/so very much/about/in that case/
xiǎo de
I (when talking to a superior)/
gè tóu
size/height/
ge tóu
(coll.) (suffix) my ass!/yeah, right!/
I was in my first year of junior high school, so small
你想想那种感觉nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
nà zhǒng
that/that kind of/that sort of/that type of/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
You think about that feeling
你想想那种被抛弃的感觉nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
nà zhǒng
that/that kind of/that sort of/that type of/
bèi
quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to cover/to meet with/
pāo qì
to abandon/to discard/to renounce/to dump (sb)/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
You think about that feeling of abandonment
你想想nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
You think about it
其实对我当时造成的伤害挺大的qí shí
actually/in fact/really/
duì
right/correct/couple/pair/towards/at/for/to face/opposite/to treat (sb a certain way)/to match together/to adjust/to fit/to suit/to answer/to reply/classifier: couple/
wǒ
I/me/my/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
zào chéng
to bring about/to create/to cause/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shāng hài
to injure/to harm/
tǐng
straight/erect/to stick out (a part of the body)/to (physically) straighten up/to support/to withstand/outstanding/(coll.) quite/very/classifier for machine guns/
dà
big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest/eldest/greatly/very much/(dialect) father/father's elder or younger brother/
dài
see 大夫[dai4 fu5]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
In fact, it hurt me a lot at that time
当时我父母没有给我什么太大的帮助dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
wǒ
I/me/my/
fù mǔ
father and mother/parents/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
gěi
to/for/for the benefit of/to give/to allow/to do sth (for sb)/(grammatical equivalent of 被)/(grammatical equivalent of 把)/(sentence intensifier)/
jǐ
to supply/to provide/
wǒ
I/me/my/
shén me
what?/who?/something/anything/
tài
highest/greatest/too (much)/very/extremely/
dà
big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest/eldest/greatly/very much/(dialect) father/father's elder or younger brother/
dài
see 大夫[dai4 fu5]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
bāng zhù
assistance/aid/to help/to assist/
My parents didn't help me much at the time
是我自己找人shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
zhǎo
to try to find/to look for/to call on sb/to find/to seek/to return/to give change/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
I found someone myself
把经常欺负我的那些人给打了一顿bǎ
to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/
bà
handle/
jīng cháng
frequently/constantly/regularly/often/day-to-day/everyday/daily/
qī fu
to bully/
wǒ
I/me/my/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
nà xiē
those/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
gěi
to/for/for the benefit of/to give/to allow/to do sth (for sb)/(grammatical equivalent of 被)/(grammatical equivalent of 把)/(sentence intensifier)/
jǐ
to supply/to provide/
dá
dozen (loanword)/
dǎ
to beat/to strike/to hit/to break/to type/to mix up/to build/to fight/to fetch/to make/to tie up/to issue/to shoot/to calculate/to play (a game)/since/from/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
dùn
to stop/to pause/to arrange/to lay out/to kowtow/to stamp (one's foot)/at once/classifier for meals, beatings, scoldings etc: time, bout, spell, meal/
I beat up the people who often bullied me
然后才好的rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
cái
ability/talent/sb of a certain type/a capable individual/only/only then/just now/
cái
a moment ago/just now/(preceded by a clause of condition or reason) not until/(followed by a numerical clause) only/
hǎo
good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating completion or readiness)/(of an unmarried couple) to be close/to be keen on each other/
hào
to be fond of/to have a tendency to/to be prone to/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
And then it's okay
后来我也开始混了hòu lái
afterwards/later/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Yě
surname Ye/
yě
also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying affirmation/
kāi shǐ
to begin/beginning/to start/initial/CL:個|个[ge4]/
hún
confused/dirty/to mix/muddy/variant of 渾|浑[hun2]/
hùn
to mix/to mingle/muddled/to drift along/to muddle along/to pass for/to get along with sb/thoughtless/reckless/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Then I started mixing too
所以说造成我现在学习不好suǒ yǐ
therefore/as a result/so/the reason why/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
zào chéng
to bring about/to create/to cause/
wǒ
I/me/my/
xiàn zài
now/at present/at the moment/modern/current/nowadays/
xué xí
to learn/to study/
bù hǎo
no good/
That's why I'm not studying well now
我本人就是有抑郁症的wǒ
I/me/my/
běn rén
the person himself/I (humble form used in speeches)/oneself/myself/in person/personal/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
yǒu
to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be/
yì yù zhèng
clinical depression/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
I myself have depression
他们就是会说一些话tā men
they/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
huì
can/to be possible/to be able to/will/to be likely to/to be sure to/to assemble/to meet/to gather/to see/union/group/association/CL:個|个[ge4]/a moment (Taiwan pr. for this sense is [hui3])/
kuài
to balance an account/accountancy/accounting/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
yī xiē
some/a few/a little/
huà
dialect/language/spoken words/speech/talk/words/conversation/what sb said/CL:種|种[zhong3],席[xi2],句[ju4],口[kou3],番[fan1]/
huà
old variant of 話|话[hua4]/
They just say something
让我觉得自己就是他们的一个累赘ràng
to yield/to permit/to let sb do sth/to have sb do sth/to make sb (feel sad etc)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jué de
to think/to feel/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
tā men
they/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
gè
individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects in general/
gè
variant of 個|个[ge4]/
léi zhuì
superfluous/cumbersome/a burden on sb/a nuisance to sb/to inconvenience/to tie sb down/long-winded (of writing)/also written 累墜|累坠[lei2 zhui4]/also pr. [lei2 zhui5]/
Makes me feel like a liability to them
说 你看你每个月治病shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
kān
to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/
kàn
to see/to look at/to read/to watch/to visit/to call on/to consider/to regard as/to look after/to treat (an illness)/to depend on/to feel (that)/(after verb) to give it a try/Watch out! (for a danger)/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
měi
each/every/
gè
individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects in general/
gè
variant of 個|个[ge4]/
yuè
moon/month/monthly/CL:個|个[ge4],輪|轮[lun2]/
zhì bìng
to treat an illness/
Say you see you heal every month
你的医药费都那么贵nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
yī yào
medical care and medicines/medicine (drug)/medical/pharmaceutical/
Fèi
surname Fei/
fèi
to cost/to spend/fee/wasteful/expenses/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
nà me
like that/in that way/or so/so/so very much/about/in that case/
guì
expensive/noble/your (name)/precious/
Your medical expenses are so expensive
还要去医院复查Huán
surname Huan/
hái
still/still in progress/still more/yet/even more/in addition/fairly/passably (good)/as early as/even/also/else/
huán
to pay back/to return/
yāo
to demand/to request/to coerce/
yào
important/vital/to want/to ask for/will/going to (as future auxiliary)/may/must/(used in a comparison) must be/probably/if/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
yī yuàn
hospital/CL:所[suo3],家[jia1],座[zuo4]/
fù chá
rechecking/re-inspection/reexamination/
I also have to go to the hospital for a review
十八岁就不管你了shí bā
eighteen/18/
suì
variant of 歲|岁[sui4], year/years old/
suì
classifier for years (of age)/year/year (of crop harvests)/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
bù guǎn
no matter (what, how)/regardless of/no matter/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Eighteen doesn't care about you
等你满十八岁děng
class/rank/grade/equal to/same as/to wait for/to await/et cetera/and so on/et al. (and other authors)/after/as soon as/once/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
Mǎn
Manchu ethnic group/
mǎn
to fill/full/filled/packed/fully/completely/quite/to reach the limit/to satisfy/satisfied/contented/
shí bā
eighteen/18/
suì
variant of 歲|岁[sui4], year/years old/
suì
classifier for years (of age)/year/year (of crop harvests)/
When you turn eighteen
你自己出去想怎么样就怎么样nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
chū qù
to go out/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
zěn me yàng
how?/how about?/how was it?/how are things?/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zěn me yàng
how?/how about?/how was it?/how are things?/
Go out on your own and do whatever you want
早点把你嫁出去算了zǎo diǎn
light breakfast/
bǎ
to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle marking the following noun as a direct object/classifier for objects with handle/classifier for small objects: handful/
bà
handle/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
jià
(of a woman) to marry/to marry off a daughter/to shift (blame etc)/
chū qù
to go out/
suàn le
let it be/let it pass/forget about it/
Count on marrying you off early
大概就是dà gài
roughly/probably/rough/approximate/about/general idea/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
Probably
就早恋嘛jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zǎo liàn
puppy love/
ma
modal particle indicating that sth is obvious/particle indicating a pause for emphasis/
It's early love
就说我不检点jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bù
(negative prefix)/not/no/
jiǎn diǎn
to examine/to check/to keep a lookout/cautious/restrained (in speech or mannerisms)/
Let's just say I'm improper
当时还是初中 对dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
hái shi
or/still/nevertheless/had better/
chū zhōng
junior high school/abbr. for 初級中學|初级中学[chu1 ji2 zhong1 xue2]/
duì
right/correct/couple/pair/towards/at/for/to face/opposite/to treat (sb a certain way)/to match together/to adjust/to fit/to suit/to answer/to reply/classifier: couple/
It was still junior high school at the time
就感觉自己被捅了一刀jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
bèi
quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to cover/to meet with/
tǒng
to stab/to poke/to prod/to nudge/to disclose/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
Dāo
surname Dao/
dāo
knife/blade/single-edged sword/cutlass/CL:把[ba3]/(slang) dollar (loanword)/classifier for sets of one hundred sheets (of paper)/classifier for knife cuts or stabs/
I felt like I had been stabbed
真的 心很痛zhēn
really/truly/indeed/real/true/genuine/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
xīn
heart/mind/intention/center/core/CL:顆|颗[ke1],個|个[ge4]/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
tòng
ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly/
It really hurts my heart
真的很痛zhēn
really/truly/indeed/real/true/genuine/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
tòng
ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly/
It really hurts
当时是在上学的过程中dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
shàng xué
to go to school/to attend school/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
guò chéng
course of events/process/CL:個|个[ge4]/
Zhōng
China/Chinese/surname Zhong/
zhōng
within/among/in/middle/center/while (doing sth)/during/(dialect) OK/all right/
zhòng
to hit (the mark)/to be hit by/to suffer/to win (a prize, a lottery)/
It was in the middle of school
就是很难过但还是去上学了jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
nán guò
to feel sad/to feel unwell/(of life) to be difficult/
dàn
but/yet/however/only/merely/still/
hái shi
or/still/nevertheless/had better/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
shàng xué
to go to school/to attend school/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
I was sad but went to school anyway
现在我妈和我妹妹吵架xiàn zài
now/at present/at the moment/modern/current/nowadays/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
hé
old variant of 和[he2]/
Hé
surname He/Japanese (food, clothes etc)/
hé
and/together with/with/sum/union/peace/harmony/Taiwan pr. [han4] when it means "and" or "with"/
hè
to compose a poem in reply (to sb's poem) using the same rhyme sequence/to join in the singing/to chime in with others/
hú
to complete a set in mahjong or playing cards/
huó
soft/warm/
huò
to mix together/to blend/
hé
old variant of 和[he2]/harmonious/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mèi mei
younger sister/young woman/CL:個|个[ge4]/
chǎo jià
to quarrel/to have a row/quarrel/CL:頓|顿[dun4]/
Now my mom and my sister are arguing
就只能劝着点我妈jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zhǐ néng
can only/obliged to do sth/to have no other choice/
quàn
to advise/to urge/to try to persuade/to exhort/to console/to soothe/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
diǎn
point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to draw a dot/to check on a list/to choose/to order (food in a restaurant)/to touch briefly/to hint/to light/to ignite/to pour a liquid drop by drop/(old) one fifth of a two-hour watch 更[geng1]/dot stroke in Chinese characters/classifier for items/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
I can only persuade my mother
劝着点我妹quàn
to advise/to urge/to try to persuade/to exhort/to console/to soothe/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
diǎn
point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to draw a dot/to check on a list/to choose/to order (food in a restaurant)/to touch briefly/to hint/to light/to ignite/to pour a liquid drop by drop/(old) one fifth of a two-hour watch 更[geng1]/dot stroke in Chinese characters/classifier for items/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mèi
younger sister/
Persuade my sister
但我妈说我没有资格dàn
but/yet/however/only/merely/still/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
méi
(negative prefix for verbs)/have not/not/
mò
drowned/to end/to die/to inundate/
yǒu zī gé
to be entitled/to qualify/to be qualified/
But my mom said I didn't qualify
她不希望我插手我妹妹的教育tā
she/
bù
(negative prefix)/not/no/
xī wàng
to wish for/to desire/hope/CL:個|个[ge4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
chā shǒu
to get involved in/to meddle/interference/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mèi mei
younger sister/young woman/CL:個|个[ge4]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
jiào yù
to educate/to teach/education/
She didn't want me to meddle in my sister's education
一般在家里面吧yī bān
same/ordinary/so-so/common/general/generally/in general/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
jiā lǐ
home/
miàn
face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces such as drums, mirrors, flags etc/
miàn
variant of 麵|面[mian4]/
miàn
flour/noodles/
bā
bar (loanword) (serving drinks, or providing Internet access etc)/to puff (on a pipe etc)/(onom.) bang/abbr. for 貼吧|贴吧[tie1 ba1]/
ba
(modal particle indicating suggestion or surmise)/...right?/...OK?/...I presume./
Usually at home
女生几乎都是很（宠着的）nǚ shēng
schoolgirl/female student/girl/
jī hū
almost/nearly/practically/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
chǒng
to love/to pamper/to spoil/to favor/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
Girls are almost all very (spoiled)
不管是农村还是城市吧bù guǎn
no matter (what, how)/regardless of/no matter/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
nóng cūn
rural area/village/CL:個|个[ge4]/
hái shi
or/still/nevertheless/had better/
chéng shì
city/town/CL:座[zuo4]/
bā
bar (loanword) (serving drinks, or providing Internet access etc)/to puff (on a pipe etc)/(onom.) bang/abbr. for 貼吧|贴吧[tie1 ba1]/
ba
(modal particle indicating suggestion or surmise)/...right?/...OK?/...I presume./
It doesn't matter if it's rural or urban
都是比较娇生惯养Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
bǐ jiào
to compare/to contrast/comparatively/relatively/quite/comparison/
jiāo shēng guàn yǎng
pampered and spoiled since childhood/
They are all more pampered
但是对于我来说就是dàn shì
but/however/
duì yú
regarding/as far as sth is concerned/with regards to/
wǒ
I/me/my/
lái
to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
But for me it is
啥事都得靠自己吧shá
dialectal equivalent of 什麼|什么[shen2 me5]/
shì
matter/thing/item/work/affair/CL:件[jian4],樁|桩[zhuang1],回[hui2]/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
dé
to obtain/to get/to gain/to catch (a disease)/proper/suitable/proud/contented/to allow/to permit/ready/finished/
de
structural particle: used after a verb (or adjective as main verb), linking it to following phrase indicating effect, degree, possibility etc/
děi
to have to/must/ought to/to need to/
kào
to lean against or on/to stand by the side of/to come near to/to depend on/to trust/to fuck (vulgar)/traditional military costume drama where the performers wear armor (old)/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
bā
bar (loanword) (serving drinks, or providing Internet access etc)/to puff (on a pipe etc)/(onom.) bang/abbr. for 貼吧|贴吧[tie1 ba1]/
ba
(modal particle indicating suggestion or surmise)/...right?/...OK?/...I presume./
You have to rely on yourself for everything
我之前是在武校待着wǒ
I/me/my/
zhī qián
before/prior to/ago/previously/beforehand/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
Wǔ
surname Wu/
wǔ
martial/military/
jiào
to proofread/to check/to compare/
xiào
school/military officer/CL:所[suo3]/
dāi
to stay/
dài
to wait/to treat/to deal with/to need/going to (do sth)/about to/intending to/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
I used to stay at the martial arts school
就很少跟家里面接触jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
hěn
(adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully/
shǎo
few/less/to lack/to be missing/to stop (doing sth)/seldom/
shào
young/
gēn
heel/to follow closely/to go with/to marry sb (of woman)/with/towards/as (compared to)/from (different from)/and (in addition to)/
jiā lǐ
home/
miàn
face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces such as drums, mirrors, flags etc/
miàn
variant of 麵|面[mian4]/
miàn
flour/noodles/
jiē chù
to touch/to contact/access/in touch with/
There is very little contact with the home
然后就回到家里面rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
huí dào
to return to/
jiā lǐ
home/
miàn
face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces such as drums, mirrors, flags etc/
miàn
variant of 麵|面[mian4]/
miàn
flour/noodles/
Then I went home
我爸让我去拆垃圾wǒ
I/me/my/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
ràng
to yield/to permit/to let sb do sth/to have sb do sth/to make sb (feel sad etc)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
chāi
to tear open/to tear down/to tear apart/to open/
lā jī
trash/refuse/garbage/(coll.) of poor quality/Taiwan pr. [le4 se4]/
My dad told me to take out the garbage
然后我就去拆rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
chāi
to tear open/to tear down/to tear apart/to open/
Then I'll tear it down
然后我就是随我爸的性子rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
Suí
surname Sui/
suí
to follow/to comply with/varying according to.../to allow/subsequently/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
xìng zi
temper/
And then I just went with my dad
然后就拆了半天也没拆动rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
chāi
to tear open/to tear down/to tear apart/to open/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
bàn tiān
half of the day/a long time/quite a while/midair/CL:個|个[ge4]/
Yě
surname Ye/
yě
also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying affirmation/
méi
(negative prefix for verbs)/have not/not/
mò
drowned/to end/to die/to inundate/
chāi
to tear open/to tear down/to tear apart/to open/
dòng
(of sth) to move/to set in movement/to displace/to touch/to make use of/to stir (emotions)/to alter/abbr. for 動詞|动词[dong4 ci2], verb/
Then it was dismantled for half a day without dismantling
我就跟我爸吵起来wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
gēn
heel/to follow closely/to go with/to marry sb (of woman)/with/towards/as (compared to)/from (different from)/and (in addition to)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
chǎo
to quarrel/to make a noise/noisy/to disturb by making a noise/
qǐ lai
to stand up/to get up/
qi lai
(after a verb) indicating the beginning and continuation of an action or a state/indicating an upward movement (e.g. after 站[zhan4])/bringing things together (e.g. after 收拾[shou1 shi5])/(after a perception verb, e.g. 看[kan4]) expressing preliminary judgement/
I quarreled with my dad
我说你拆不动 你让我拆wǒ
I/me/my/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
chāi
to tear open/to tear down/to tear apart/to open/
bù dòng
motionless/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
ràng
to yield/to permit/to let sb do sth/to have sb do sth/to make sb (feel sad etc)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
chāi
to tear open/to tear down/to tear apart/to open/
I said you can't tear it down, and you let me take it apart
然后我爸就直接拿着rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zhí jiē
direct/opposite: indirect 間接|间接/immediate/directly/straightforward/
ná
old variant of 拿[na2]/
ná
variant of 拿[na2]/
ná
to hold/to seize/to catch/to apprehend/to take/(used in the same way as 把[ba3]: to mark the following noun as a direct object)/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
Then my dad just took it
我们北方高粱编的那种扫把wǒ men
we/us/ourselves/our/
běi fāng
north/the northern part a country/China north of the Yellow River/
gāo liáng
sorghum/common sorghum (Sorghum vulgare)/
biān
to weave/to plait/to organize/to group/to arrange/to edit/to compile/to write/to compose/to fabricate/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
nà zhǒng
that/that kind of/that sort of/that type of/
sào bǎ
broom/
The kind of broom that we make in northern sorghum
然后就撵着打我rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
niǎn
to expel/to oust/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
dá
dozen (loanword)/
dǎ
to beat/to strike/to hit/to break/to type/to mix up/to build/to fight/to fetch/to make/to tie up/to issue/to shoot/to calculate/to play (a game)/since/from/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Then he just beat me
那我就离家出走Nā
surname Na/
Nuó
surname Nuo/
nǎ
variant of 哪[na3]/
nà
that/those/then (in that case)/commonly pr. [nei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing/
nuó
(archaic) many/beautiful/how/old variant of 挪[nuo2]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
lí jiā chū zǒu
to leave home/to abandon one's family/
Then I will run away from home
后面我妈就叫我（回家）hòu mian
rear/back/behind/later/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
jiào
to shout/to call/to order/to ask/to be called/by (indicates agent in the passive mood)/
jiào
variant of 叫[jiao4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
huí jiā
to return home/
Then my mother called me (to go home)
然后我就比较心疼我妈rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
bǐ jiào
to compare/to contrast/comparatively/relatively/quite/comparison/
xīn téng
to love dearly/to feel sorry for sb/to regret/to grudge/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
Then I felt more sorry for my mother
我就回来了wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
huí lai
to return/to come back/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
I'm back
再到后面就是zài
again/once more/re-/second/another/then (after sth, and not until then)/
dào
to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb complement denoting completion or result of an action)/
hòu mian
rear/back/behind/later/afterwards/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
And then there's the back
2018年我妈去世了Nián
surname Nian/
nián
year/CL:個|个[ge4]/
nián
grain/harvest (old)/variant of 年[nian2]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
qù shì
to pass away/to die/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
My mom passed away in 2018
就是jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
It is
直接就是2019年过年zhí jiē
direct/opposite: indirect 間接|间接/immediate/directly/straightforward/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
Nián
surname Nian/
nián
year/CL:個|个[ge4]/
nián
grain/harvest (old)/variant of 年[nian2]/
guò nián
to celebrate the Chinese New Year/
Directly is the 2019 New Year
家里面的人就是那种jiā lǐ
home/
miàn dī
abbr. of 麵包車的士|面包车的士[mian4 bao1 che1 di1 shi4]/minivan taxi/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
nà zhǒng
that/that kind of/that sort of/that type of/
The people in the family are that kind
没有人去管你méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
guǎn
variant of 管[guan3]/
Guǎn
surname Guan/
guǎn
to take care (of)/to control/to manage/to be in charge of/to look after/to run/to care about/tube/pipe/woodwind/classifier for tube-shaped objects/particle similar to 把[ba3] in 管...叫 constructions/writing brush/(coll.) to/towards/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
No one cares about you
没有人去问你méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
wèn
to ask/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
No one is going to ask you
就感觉整个世界都不是你的jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
zhěng gè
whole/entire/total/
shì jiè
world/CL:個|个[ge4]/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
bú shi
fault/blame/
bù shì
no/is not/not/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
It feels like the whole world isn't yours
只有你自己zhǐ yǒu
only/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
zì jǐ
oneself/one's own/
Only yourself
就这种感觉jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zhè zhǒng
this/this kind of/this sort of/this type of/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
That's how it feels
就感觉没有这个家jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
zhè ge
this/this one/
jiā
see 傢伙|家伙[jia1 huo5]/
Jiā
surname Jia/
jiā
home/family/(polite) my (sister, uncle etc)/classifier for families or businesses/refers to the philosophical schools of pre-Han China/noun suffix for a specialist in some activity, such as a musician or revolutionary, corresponding to English -ist, -er, -ary or -ian/CL:個|个[ge4]/
It feels like there is no such home
你就是一个人在活着nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
yī gè rén
by oneself (without assistance)/alone (without company)/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
huó zhe
alive/
You are alone in life
一个人在外面待着yī gè rén
by oneself (without assistance)/alone (without company)/
zài wài
outer/
miàn
face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces such as drums, mirrors, flags etc/
miàn
variant of 麵|面[mian4]/
miàn
flour/noodles/
dāi
to stay/
dài
to wait/to treat/to deal with/to need/going to (do sth)/about to/intending to/
zhāo
(chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/
zháo
to touch/to come in contact with/to feel/to be affected by/to catch fire/to burn/(coll.) to fall asleep/(after a verb) hitting the mark/succeeding in/
zhe
aspect particle indicating action in progress/
zhuó
to wear (clothes)/to contact/to use/to apply/
Alone outside to stay
死了都没人知道sǐ
to die/impassable/uncrossable/inflexible/rigid/extremely/damned/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
méi
(negative prefix for verbs)/have not/not/
mò
drowned/to end/to die/to inundate/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
zhī dào
to know/to become aware of/also pr. [zhi1 dao5]/
No one knows if it's dead
就这种jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zhè zhǒng
this/this kind of/this sort of/this type of/
That's it
我第一次见我爸爸的时候wǒ
I/me/my/
dì yī cì
the first time/first/number one/
jiàn
to see/to meet/to appear (to be sth)/to interview/
xiàn
to appear/also written 現|现[xian4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
bà ba
(informal) father/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shí hou
time/length of time/moment/period/
When I first met my dad
是六岁的时候shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
liù
six/6/
suì
variant of 歲|岁[sui4], year/years old/
suì
classifier for years (of age)/year/year (of crop harvests)/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shí hou
time/length of time/moment/period/
It was when I was six years old
就当时jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
Right then
其实从小我和我妈是属于相依为命的那种qí shí
actually/in fact/really/
cóng xiǎo
from childhood/as a child/
wǒ
I/me/my/
hé
old variant of 和[he2]/
Hé
surname He/Japanese (food, clothes etc)/
hé
and/together with/with/sum/union/peace/harmony/Taiwan pr. [han4] when it means "and" or "with"/
hè
to compose a poem in reply (to sb's poem) using the same rhyme sequence/to join in the singing/to chime in with others/
hú
to complete a set in mahjong or playing cards/
huó
soft/warm/
huò
to mix together/to blend/
hé
old variant of 和[he2]/harmonious/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mā
ma/mom/mother/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
shǔ yú
to be classified as/to belong to/to be part of/
xiāng yī wéi mìng
mutually dependent for life (idiom); to rely upon one another for survival/interdependent/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
nà zhǒng
that/that kind of/that sort of/that type of/
In fact, since I was a child, my mother and I have been dependent on each other
但是我母亲带我一个人dàn shì
but/however/
wǒ
I/me/my/
mǔ qīn
mother/also pr. [mu3 qin5]/CL:個|个[ge4]/
dài
band/belt/girdle/ribbon/tire/area/zone/region/CL:條|条[tiao2]/to wear/to carry/to take along/to bear (i.e. to have)/to lead/to bring/to look after/to raise/
wǒ
I/me/my/
yī gè rén
by oneself (without assistance)/alone (without company)/
But my mother took me alone
迫于无奈她只能出去打工挣钱pò yú
constrained/restricted/forced to/under pressure to do sth/
wú nài
helpless/without choice/for lack of better option/grudgingly/willy-nilly/nolens volens/abbr. for 無可奈何|无可奈何[wu2 ke3 nai4 he2]/
tā
she/
zhǐ néng
can only/obliged to do sth/to have no other choice/
chū qù
to go out/
dǎ gōng
to work a temporary or casual job/(of students) to have a job outside of class time, or during vacation/
zhèng qián
to make money/
Forced by desperation, she could only go out to work to earn money
来供我去读书lái
to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next/
gōng
to provide/to supply/
gòng
sacrificial offering/to confess/
wǒ
I/me/my/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
dú shū
to read a book/to study/to attend school/
Come for me to study
我爸第一次过来wǒ
I/me/my/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
dì yī cì
the first time/first/number one/
guò lái
to come over/to manage/to handle/to be able to take care of/
guò lai
see 過來|过来[guo4 lai2]/
My dad came over for the first time
是以一个陌生人的身份过来shì yǐ
therefore/thus/so/
yī
one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all/throughout/"one" radical in Chinese characters (Kangxi radical 1)/also pr. [yao1] for greater clarity when spelling out numbers digit by digit/
gè
individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects in general/
gè
variant of 個|个[ge4]/
mò shēng rén
stranger/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shēn fèn
identity/status/capacity/dignity/position/rank/
guò lái
to come over/to manage/to handle/to be able to take care of/
guò lai
see 過來|过来[guo4 lai2]/
Came as a stranger
然后我当时问他买什么东西rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
wèn
to ask/
tā
he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or unimportant)/(used before sb's name for emphasis)/(used as a meaningless mock object)/other/another/
mǎi
to buy/to purchase/
shén me
what?/who?/something/anything/
dōng xī
east and west/
dōng xi
thing/stuff/person/CL:個|个[ge4],件[jian4]/
Then I asked him what he was buying
这个我记得特别可笑zhè ge
this/this one/
wǒ
I/me/my/
jì de
to remember/
tè bié
especially/special/particular/unusual/
kě xiào
funny/ridiculous/
This one I remember is particularly ridiculous
然后他说 我是你爸rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
tā
he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or unimportant)/(used before sb's name for emphasis)/(used as a meaningless mock object)/other/another/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
And he said, "I'm your dad."
然后我当时第一次听这句话rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
dì yī cì
the first time/first/number one/
yǐn
smile (archaic)/
tīng
to listen/to hear/to obey/a can (loanword from English "tin")/classifier for canned beverages/
tìng
(literary pronunciation, still advocated in Taiwan) to rule/to sentence/to allow/
zhè
this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)/
gōu
variant of 勾[gou1]/
jù
sentence/clause/phrase/classifier for phrases or lines of verse/
huà
dialect/language/spoken words/speech/talk/words/conversation/what sb said/CL:種|种[zhong3],席[xi2],句[ju4],口[kou3],番[fan1]/
huà
old variant of 話|话[hua4]/
Then I heard this phrase for the first time
我以为他在骂我wǒ
I/me/my/
yǐ wéi
to believe/to think/to consider/to be under the impression/
tā
he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or unimportant)/(used before sb's name for emphasis)/(used as a meaningless mock object)/other/another/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
mà
to scold/to abuse/to curse/CL:通[tong4],頓|顿[dun4]/
mà
variant of 罵|骂[ma4]/
wǒ
I/me/my/
I thought he was scolding me
然后我当时就回嘴rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
wǒ
I/me/my/
dāng shí
then/at that time/while/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
huí
to circle/to go back/to turn around/to answer/to return/to revolve/Hui ethnic group (Chinese Muslims)/time/classifier for acts of a play/section or chapter (of a classic book)/
huí
to curve/to return/to revolve/
huí
variant of 迴|回[hui2]/
zuǐ
mouth/beak/nozzle/spout (of teapot etc)/CL:張|张[zhang1],個|个[ge4]/
Then I replied
我说我才是你爸 就这样wǒ
I/me/my/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
cái
ability/talent/sb of a certain type/a capable individual/only/only then/just now/
cái
a moment ago/just now/(preceded by a clause of condition or reason) not until/(followed by a numerical clause) only/
shì
is/are/am/yes/to be/
shì
variant of 是[shi4]/(used in given names)/
nǐ
you (informal, as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])/
bà
father/dad/pa/papa/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
zhè yàng
this kind of/so/this way/like this/such/
I said I was your dad and that's it
因为我一直在托管嘛yīn wèi
because/owing to/on account of/
wǒ
I/me/my/
yī zhí
straight (in a straight line)/continuously/always/from the beginning of ... up to .../all along/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
tuō guǎn
trusteeship/to trust/
ma
modal particle indicating that sth is obvious/particle indicating a pause for emphasis/
Because I've been hosting
就是托给别人家的jiù shì
(emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)/precisely/exactly/even/if/just like/in the same way as/
tuō
prop/support (for weight)/rest (e.g. arm rest)/thanks to/to hold in one's hand/to support in one's palm/to give/to base/to commit/to set/Torr (unit of pressure)/
tuō
to trust/to entrust/to be entrusted with/to act as trustee/
gěi
to/for/for the benefit of/to give/to allow/to do sth (for sb)/(grammatical equivalent of 被)/(grammatical equivalent of 把)/(sentence intensifier)/
jǐ
to supply/to provide/
bié ren
other people/others/other person/
jiā de
(old) wife/
It is entrusted to someone else's family
然后当特别孤独的时候rán hòu
after/then (afterwards)/after that/afterwards/
dāng
(onom.) dong/ding dong (bell)/
dāng
to be/to act as/manage/withstand/when/during/ought/should/match equally/equal/same/obstruct/just at (a time or place)/on the spot/right/just at/
dàng
at or in the very same.../suitable/adequate/fitting/proper/to replace/to regard as/to think/to pawn/(coll.) to fail (a student)/
tè bié
especially/special/particular/unusual/
gū dú
lonely/solitary/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
shí hou
time/length of time/moment/period/
And then when it's particularly lonely
我感觉到我好缺爱啊wǒ
I/me/my/
gǎn jué dào
to feel/to sense/to detect/to perceive/to become aware/
wǒ
I/me/my/
hǎo
good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating completion or readiness)/(of an unmarried couple) to be close/to be keen on each other/
hào
to be fond of/to have a tendency to/to be prone to/
quē
deficiency/lack/scarce/vacant post/to run short of/
ài
to love/affection/to be fond of/to like/
ā
interjection of surprise/Ah!/Oh!/
á
interjection expressing doubt or requiring answer/Eh?/what?/
ǎ
interjection of surprise or doubt/Eh?/My!/what's up?/
à
interjection or grunt of agreement/uhm/Ah, OK/expression of recognition/Oh, it's you!/
a
modal particle ending sentence, showing affirmation, approval, or consent/
I feel like I lack love
我感觉到好像没有人关心我wǒ
I/me/my/
gǎn jué dào
to feel/to sense/to detect/to perceive/to become aware/
hǎo xiàng
as if/to seem like/
méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
guān xīn
to be concerned about/to care about/
wǒ
I/me/my/
I felt as if no one cared about me
没有人在意我méi yǒu
haven't/hasn't/doesn't exist/to not have/to not be/
rén
man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4],位[wei4]/
zài yì
to care about/to mind/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Nobody cares about me
我感觉二十多年来wǒ
I/me/my/
gǎn jué
to feel/to become aware of/feeling/sense/perception/CL:個|个[ge4]/
èr shí duō
over 20/
nián lái
this past year/over the last years/
I felt it for more than twenty years
从我上小学一直到高考毕业Cóng
surname Cong/
cōng
lax/yielding/unhurried/
cóng
from/via/passing through/through (a gap)/past/ever (followed by negative, meaning never)/(formerly pr. [zong4] and related to 縱|纵) to follow/to comply with/to obey/to join/to engage in/adopting some mode of action or attitude/follower/retainer/accessory/accomplice/related by common paternal grandfather or earlier ancestor/
zòng
second cousin/
wǒ
I/me/my/
shǎng
see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/
shàng
on top/upon/above/upper/previous/first (of multiple parts)/to climb/to get onto/to go up/to attend (class or university)/
xiǎo xué
elementary school/primary school/CL:個|个[ge4]/
yī zhí
straight (in a straight line)/continuously/always/from the beginning of ... up to .../all along/
dào
to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb complement denoting completion or result of an action)/
gāo kǎo
college entrance exam (especially as abbr. for 普通高等學校招生全國統一考試|普通高等学校招生全国统一考试[Pu3 tong1 Gao1 deng3 Xue2 xiao4 Zhao1 sheng1 Quan2 guo2 Tong3 yi1 Kao3 shi4])/entrance exam for senior government service posts (Taiwan)/
bì yè
graduation/to graduate/to finish school/
From my elementary school until I graduated from the college entrance examination
家里完全没什么介入jiā lǐ
home/
wán quán
complete/whole/totally/entirely/
méi shén me
variant of 沒甚麼|没什么[mei2 shen2 me5]/
méi shén me
nothing/it doesn't matter/it's nothing/never mind/
jiè rù
to intervene/to get involved/
There was no involvement at all at home
我就感到我特别渴望家庭wǒ
I/me/my/
jiù
at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already/as soon as/then/in that case/as many as/even if/to approach/to move towards/to undertake/to engage in/to suffer/subjected to/to accomplish/to take advantage of/to go with (of foods)/with regard to/concerning/
gǎn dào
to feel/to sense/to have the feeling that/to think that/to move/to affect/
wǒ
I/me/my/
tè bié
especially/special/particular/unusual/
kě wàng
to thirst for/to long for/
jiā tíng
family/household/CL:戶|户[hu4],個|个[ge4]/
I felt that I was desperate for family
我有时候在想如果我以后有家庭wǒ
I/me/my/
yǒu shí hou
sometimes/
zài
(located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth/(indicating an action in progress)/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
rú guǒ
if/in case/in the event that/
wǒ
I/me/my/
yǐ hòu
after/later/afterwards/following/later on/in the future/
yǒu
to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be/
jiā tíng
family/household/CL:戶|户[hu4],個|个[ge4]/
I sometimes wonder if I have a family later
有孩子了yǒu
to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be/
hái zi
child/
le
(modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed action marker)/
liǎo
to finish/to achieve/variant of 瞭|了[liao3]/to understand clearly/
liǎo
(of eyes) bright/clear-sighted/to understand clearly/
liào
unofficial variant of 瞭[liao4]/
Have children
我说我怎么都不会去放弃wǒ
I/me/my/
shuì
to persuade/
shuō
to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off/a theory (usually in compounds such as 日心说 heliocentric theory)/
wǒ
I/me/my/
zěn me
how?/what?/why?/
zěn me
variant of 怎麼|怎么[zen3 me5]/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
bù huì
improbable/unlikely/will not (act, happen etc)/not able/not having learned to do sth/(coll.) (Tw) don't mention it/not at all/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
fàng qì
to renounce/to abandon/to give up/
I said I wouldn't give up
无论再困难我都想去承担这个责任wú lùn
no matter what or how/regardless of whether.../
zài
again/once more/re-/second/another/then (after sth, and not until then)/
kùn nan
difficult/challenging/straitened circumstances/difficult situation/
wǒ
I/me/my/
Dū
surname Du/
dōu
all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at all/
dū
capital city/metropolis/
xiǎng
to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss (feel wistful about the absence of sb or sth)/
qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
chéng dān
to undertake/to assume (responsibility etc)/
zhè ge
this/this one/
zé rèn
responsibility/blame/duty/CL:個|个[ge4]/
No matter how difficult it is, I want to take on this responsibility
去帮这个家庭维护的更好qù
to go/to go to (a place)/to cause to go or send (sb)/to remove/to get rid of/(when used either before or after a verb) to go in order to do sth/to be apart from in space or time/(after a verb of motion indicates movement away from the speaker)/(used after certain verbs to indicate detachment or separation)/(of a time or an event etc) just passed or elapsed/
bāng
old variant of 幫|帮[bang1]/
bāng
old variant of 幫|帮[bang1]/
bāng
to help/to assist/to support/for sb (i.e. as a help)/hired (as worker)/side (of pail, boat etc)/outer layer/group/gang/clique/party/secret society/
zhè ge
this/this one/
jiā tíng
family/household/CL:戶|户[hu4],個|个[ge4]/
wéi hù
to defend/to safeguard/to protect/to uphold/to maintain/
de
of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)/(used to form a nominal expression)/(used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis)/
dī
see 的士[di1 shi4]/
dí
really and truly/
dì
aim/clear/
gēng
to change or replace/to experience/one of the five two hour periods into which the night was formerly divided/watch (e.g. of a sentry or guard)/
gèng
more/even more/further/still/still more/
hǎo
good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating completion or readiness)/(of an unmarried couple) to be close/to be keen on each other/
hào
to be fond of/to have a tendency to/to be prone to/
Go and help this family maintain better
爱，不妨换一种方式来表达。ài
to love/affection/to be fond of/to like/
bù fáng
there is no harm in/might as well/
huàn
to exchange/to change (clothes etc)/to substitute/to switch/to convert (currency)/
yī zhǒng
one kind of/one type of/
fāng shì
way/manner/style/mode/pattern/CL:個|个[ge4]/
lái
to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next/
biǎo dá
to voice (an opinion)/to express/to convey/
Love, may as well be expressed in another way.